Grumble

I juz dun feel comfortable during the weekends.. is juz freakin irriating.. Stress? over so much thing.. Real tired.. There is the entreprenur report n ppt.. seriously till now is still incompleted.. though kitty tryin very hard to help me i juz find it kinda unfair y izzit only we 2 doing?..

I admit i wun say tat out infront of anyone juz wanna release some of teh frustrations here. PPl when MIA at the very "right" timing.. i guess they are way too smart. N i totally regreted that i gg bac to work tml mornin... @!@#$^$$%&*(..

There is so much things i been kept quietly.. i really lost of words.. haiz.. While doing the report is so helpless. i dun even noe how to do.. there is no one to help.. I seriously tired.. Tired of sch tired of work.. Koaz.. wed still gt html lab test.. n i know NUTS. Ett lab test on thurs, is like another module that pullin me..

I really wonder, wad i wan actually? wad i doin so hard is for? i dun see my future.. Is like it been so blur.. use to wanna aim to go uni.. As time goes by.. The vision is so blur.. Mum nv ever mention askin me to go uni le.. Is like they can foresee i cant enter bah.. Wadever it is...

WADEVER!!! argh.. feel like fillin up my blog wif this word WADEVER! haiz.. !@#%$&^(*)(. REGRETING badly.. well if to make choice again i will leave it to my heart instead of brain. Following brain will bring me no where...