Todae no sch n i juz stay at home the WHOLE dae..
Woke up around 12 plus.. n had maggie mee.. a cup of milk.. start playing ps2 hwever gt bug n i stop. want to try doing the entreprenurs.. n manage to think of a little bit. n gt sum logo drawn out.. but haven decide which one to use.. Came out wif a slogan : Indulge with Candy.. for the candy store.. thn iris link me to ask me to check it out.. so i took a look... n is really funny..
Here is the link if u r intrested :http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2007/08/cheated_by_the.php
There is a toatl of 4 video.. N is really stupid lor... It reminds me the last fri. Anyway i remb is FRIdae coz i can wake up late. N when i was slpin, my phone rang or i shld sae it vibrate since my phone is slient mode. So i picked up n sae hello. There is this china lady was asking me if i can speak mandrine. n i reply in mandrine can. So she start her speech.. i didnt remb clearly.. n tis is wad i remb. She was sayin that im invited to attend their wad dunnoe hotel or wad opening in macau. n is on 30 oct n asking if i can spare time to attend. n i reply im nt free i still gt sch. N she sae oh u r still alittle gal? n i juz hang up the phone. ZZzz doesnt my voice sound like little gal..?? muhaha.. anyway is really stupid call...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Interesting
0Monday, October 29, 2007
Haiz
0Time pass so fast... is another week. Week 3 of sch.. Sch r bored.. none of the module i really like lor.. haiz... Cs is giving me a prob... Dun really like project based... i rather hav exam... sian.. This sem dun seem to be gd at all.. n currently up on my mind bothering is the specialisation for 3rd yr... though still gt half yr.. but time pass so fast.. Seriously i still uncertain..
Felt so tired. Sch frm mon till fri except for tue.. but tue still go out.. sat hav to work. n sun slacking at home.. Hw i wish is sch is like yr 1 sem 1.. Nw back to sch wif quite empty brain.. Lots of things like dun remb.. Dunnoe wad happen to my brain also.. haiz.. muz work hard lor.. ~memory lost for my studies~
Hw wuld u decribe abt life?
Life is...
a series of obstacles to be overcome.
a celebration of God's creation.
the pursuit of happiness.
defined by how we interact with other people.
a temporary state before the afterlife.
For me i will choose the first one.. Life is a series of obstacles to be overcome.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Todays acitivity fully packed
0We try many times only gt sum look acceptable:
Shuxian Cynthia Jingwen
Esther
Esther n Me
Me n Cynthia
saw tis frm jw blog n i actually try it
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Peace You are Peace. Peace is the opposite of anger and destruction. Peace is calm. It tears down barriers; it brings us together. Peace is a noble goal sought by the good of heart. "May peace prevail on earth." | |
Faith | |
Friendship | |
Charity | |
Love | |
Courage | |
Which Positive Quality Are You? |
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
2nd week of sch
0Frm sat hav been working.. n thanks to kelvin entertaining me wif all those stupid qn. sundae nt suppose to work end up go back to work.. haiz tiring sia...
Todae entreprenur haiz.. gt to think either a unique idea/service for the funeral idea Or the candy shp... Nw is raining.. n will b nice to slp.. tml gt to meet mj.. she wanna go shopping.. Thn evenin time gg to hav dinner wif est jw they all.. still nt really confirm yet shall see hw.
Wed gt my drivin lesson n things are bad... i gt to go down to ubi after sch.. Sian lor.. haiz.. so ma fan.. hw i wish i like eunice... Pass liao.. sob... anyway im quite sure that i will fail anyway... juz hopin of miralce thats all... juz taking experience bah.. haiz... getting very bored nwadays..
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Tiring
0Tue nv go sch.. n had 1.5 hrs of drivin lesson. n engine still stall.. On my way frm yck to ubi is really fine.. nth happen. Only when i reach ubi.. lots of mistake happen. sad
well suppose meet mj to go swimming.. be4 tat we went sake sushi to eat.. thn it starts to rain.. haiz.. so mj suggest to go window shopping. n it dun seem to be window shoppin. I actually spend 100 + on that day. as for mj, she spend 50+.. haha
todae didnt attend the lao chao bo lesson.. haiz other lesson still soso.. tired. hope can manage bah.. Tis sem is harder thn previous one. few module no test.. most r on hands on. no test. but lots of lab test. n those module no test de is depend on class performance. haiz.. tml nite class. n Me sat working mornin.. hmm tiring lor..
Monday, October 15, 2007
First day of yr2 sem2
0Haiz sch is damn bored.. Let me start of wif the mornin... simply cant wake up.. n i wasnt really late for lesson lor.. haha.. Was taking the escalator up.. n hopin that the lecture is a nice n gd looking one. As we gt to face him for at least 4 hrs on fri. N surprisingly, he was the module co-ordinator n he actually took over our class for C programing when we were in yr 1 sem1.
Thn C sharp lecture.. SUper bored.. n everything forgtten... so shit.. we had an hr break n eunice came. Haha she gt me mask! well she didnt manage to get the correct one.. but it doesnt really matter la... We had our cs.. which is entreprenurs.. n thankfully our lecture is a nice old man.. nt the nxt door one.. N lucky gt kitty pa2bear ably chun hua n june frm AA to accompany me.. Not so bored ya.. Brainstorming on business idea... Thgt of funeral package.. haha where there is package for the rich , middle n lower class pple.. all sort of religion funeral. For incensed paper is all being folded. depend on their orders. N definiately we hav pple to look after the place. Food menue r there for ordering for those days. blah blah.. haha Well as kitty say best is sell ladies item.. n i strongly agree. Women spends lots more thn anyone else.. I thgt of facial mask... bringing in frm other country n sell at it low rate. no matter is women or men.. basic care to their face is require. I think everyone wuld wan to have a gd skin... n mask is sumthing that u use le n will buy again n again. Juz like online spree too. All sort of mask frm taiwan. n is actually very cheap. online spree pple selling at $1.20 each. If u gt directly i think is $0.80 each. Yet sgp is selling at very high price.. Youngster wuldnt able to afford it. taking of the face shld start young mah... Juz glance tat i went to the face shop the other day. 1 mask cost at $6.50.. zzz so ex.. Went to watsons n the cheapest mask is abt $2. flavour r litmited too. A SK II mask is super ex too... yet those rich tai tai will still buy too.. they juz wanna look young n good.
N 2 hrs break juz simply so sian.. see them play bb.. thats all. nth much. first day juz like tat. Tml no sch but gt driving. i sincerely hope i can really drive properly. Haha hope tomolo engine dun stall~
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Sch gg to reopen
0Oh juz finish wif the drama of the romantic princess. So nice.. n is getting nicer n nicer. NXT eps is more intrestin.. Well Sch starting tomolo.. or is starting in 9 hrs time. Sad during the holidae nv enjoy at all. Return back to sch is juz so bored. Tis sem dun seem to be easy anyway. Gt to work very hard.. aiya everytime sae work hard always nv de..
Well juz hope tat the sem juz go smoothly. Dun let me worry anything. thats is gd enuff.. N definatly doing well for the sem too.. Thats all bah. Tue driving at 11.. Haiz dun think i can pass lor.. Engine still stall leh.. wah piang so demoralisin... haiz... suan le.. I can only depend on miracle.
God bless~
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Everything has come to an end
0Everything has come to an end... Well bascially i like this 2 sentences which i think is so meaningful : " We come into this world with nothing on our back; and we leave this world with nothing on our back" & " 靠山山会倒, 靠人人会老, 靠自己最好!"
Sat was uncle chu sa. we send him his last journey. we walk up to quite a distance. n thn proceed to mandai. My cousin n me simply juz hate the viewing hall. it really suxs. lookin at the coffin moving towards the fire place. At the begining we cousin cry quitely. simply slient. till the coffin reachin till the end sumone call out y they nv call. all cry out loudly n ask my uncle to walk slowly. we went back to chong pang my uncle shop n start sum chanting.. cousin keep throw the coin yet nv sucess. keep xiao bei. so the priest say to my uncle dun smile sit probably liao thn muz seng bei... So it sucessfully 1 head 1 flower.. We had lunch then waiting grandpa to go be4 we can go home.. we sneaked. who noes grandpa car is juz right beside us. heng he wasnt at the drivin sit.
Went back home n was so tired.. slept early that nite. N Sun went back to cousin place.. to meet coz gg to collect uncle's bone. That was my first time. both my grandma i didnt manage to go due to schlin/workin. i think is working yr 05 i nv sch at all... his bone is fragile n weak. most r black n we were due it turn black due to medication. there is abit of grn = he is kind hearted. My mum side of my grandmother's bone was in rainbow. also kindhearted too. As for my father side de grandma. soso. At mandai, we were laughin n talkin rubbish around. Everyone recovers. Only my aunt cried when she see her husband bones. My cousin r strong. N actually is gd for my uncle though. If he still contud to drag, it will led him to kidney failure tats worst. N he actually passed away when slpin. So not in a pain. juz tat he nv eat for more thn 10 days. Heard frm my mum uncle still dunnoe he die untill the 7th dae. tats werid huh...
At the wake, i busy folding incense paper.. n demandin everyone who i know to fold too.. except for the elders la.. old asked my 3rd n 4th uncle to fold. Is only abt 2 days we gt 33 big trash bags. while the other time my grandma gt 50 over bags. there is so much different between my uncles n my grandma. even grandpa sae uncle's funeral is more 有面子(in hokkien is seh bing) thn my grandma. Coz lots of blanket frm alot of company. even 千湖also send blanket. However nt becoz my uncle is a businessman. is My grandpa he himself dun wan ppe to noe abt my grandmother funeral. Dun wan pple to send blanket n flower. even they send blank also nv hang. not like my uncle ones, too much liao till no place to put.. all cousin are scare of hangin blanket. ended up tying bamboos together. using 6 bamboos to hang. 30 over blankets i suppose.
After praying for unlce on sun we went to grandma. they r actually at the same block E. grandma at lvl 1 whereby uncle at lvl 3. After that we went back n we had luch at chong pang coffee shop 2 tables. order zhi ca. After eating went back home change clothes n took taxi down to near boon keng there. where my mums side my grandfather bdae. n he is at old folks home. n i nv visit him at all till sun.. when i call him he dun seem to see me so ask my aunt n they sae he cant see properly due to there is a layer of mo blockin.. haiz.. thn sang bdae song to him to. thn we head over to the nearby hawker centre to eat chi ca. OMG eat again. during the wake we actually nv eat. n sundae eat 2 times. full like dunnoe wad.
Mondae went back to work n is so restless. tue too. Anyway my sis is back frm dubai due to sgp lack of stuff.. dun think she is returnin. So everything is back to orgrinal life . tml still hav driving, haiz no confident at all. at least eunice manage to pass liao. as for me. as long as pass can liao ahaha.. but depend hw many time i need to take only sob~. sure fail de lor haiz... Went into the circuit n i didnt stop when there is a stop sign. n engine keep stall when im in the circuit so demoralizin... tml again...
Anyway planning march time to go to taiwan.. muahaha if really works like tat.. haha i think i need save a bomb first. so i can shop like a princess there. Anyway tats still long.. mon sch starting liao haven buy books.. So i suppose meet thurs to buy books. but time to be confirm.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
2nd day of uncle's funeral
0Juz came back frm chong pang where my 2nd uncle's funeral is at. Came back to hav a bathe n is so shiok.
4/10/07
at 6 sharp fong called me saying that his father cannt liao.. n i juz stunt there thn ask him wher he is n he is at home. thn i went to living room thgt of calling of my mum.. but my hse phone is engage.. check around n realise my mum's room phone didnt put properly.. so i juz call her n inform her. she was shock too. i return to my room. Phone rings again. shu hua jie jie call sae her father passed away liao. n ask me to inform my parents. A secs of blank in my mind. n all i remb the day be4 i see him in hospital. He had breathing diffcult tat nite. n most of us was there n he say he felt better. n reminded his child muz noe how to zou ren.
I called my mum n dad n inform them. n i waited for my mum to come back and take cab down wif her. Went into my bro's room to email my sis abt it. n awaken my bro. n told him abt it. It was so sudden. took cab n was heavy jam. reach there grandpa n relative were all there.
It is really sad. A kind uncle of mine. always very anything n very da fang. Always joke around. 和蔼. I remb the days when im young im used to stay at the pet shop. sumtime do help out for fun. Always play wif rabbit n he juz ask me to bring home.. supply me all necessary stuff.. But my rabbit tends to die very fast. i remb i took n it died n i took again. 5 rabbits died altogether. Hamster i took too.. but hamster tends to survive. n the babys i give back n let them sell.
The only thing is tat he likes to drink. He dun smoke. but 20yrs ago he happened to knoe that he gt hep B. So drinkin for so many yrs resulting damage in his liver. 6 mths ago, he went for check up be4 he can actually buy insurance. His report stated tat he gt liver cancer. He didnt take gd care. Contud eating oily food even he shldnt. He was admitted to TTS n i sae there is no cure frm tts. n went to SGH. N he juz left us. He did suffer due to his stomach bloated. He didnt eat anything for more thn 10 days.
I nv expect to attend his funeral at all.. at this age of him is only 54. n my dad was 55. He haven get to see his child to marry. haven see his grandchild. his life ended incompletly. We stay n waited n waited. the service frm the in charge of the funeral was so slow.. Compare to my grandma's.. they are slow till the max.. We waited frm morning 7 + /8 till 3+ then they start setting up the area.. n they r super slow. Everything lack ask them to bring took one whole dae. haiz.. bang shi xiao lui so slow. N stay tehre keep folding incense paper, coz only 3 days. sudden n rush. I stay there n guard for the nite wif my bro n cousins. We ensure the cat has no way to enter n it simply took us an hr. n we start mahjong. 1 guard the joss stick n 3 guard for cat. n im the cat detcector. really sense cat. n was kanna shock by cat. n was super energetic. When we juz started playing mahjong. there is one big grp of uncle came n giv 10 n they took a table start to gamble.. n at the later time. we r tired. so we stop mahjong. my bro n me win only.. ask fong to take a short nap. n we guard on cat n folding incense paper again. one of the man frm the gang came to giv 50 buck.. there was also a ridiculous taxi man.. purposely make his way n wash his car using the water tat we use to wash plate. He need to save till like tat? forgdness sake. N even join gambling too. my bro n me went hm by cab to rest at 6am.
5/10/07
woke up at 1 plus ask my dad to fetch me back to chong pang. n back there nv eat till nite. busy folding incencse paper. n it was freaking hot. Juz like sauna lor. sweat like nobody business. n super sticky. tonit gt chant frm 7 till 11. burn the hse to him. at time when fong trying to throw the coin it doesnt work. n aks us to call him. heard frm other uncle maybe he still cant let go.. when He still alive, everydae worry abt shop business, his child. haiz.. may he rest in peace.
Todae gt nice dinner n at 10 plus the gang of pple came again.they wun pai sae de lor.. n they start gamble again. n for me join my parents back. as i felt so irriated being so sticky. so bathe le. waiting for my hair to dry.. sis is comin back n parents r gg to fetch her tml. n tml gg to chu sua liao. haiz. i suppose tears sure drop de lor.. sumhw i dunnoe i juz cant control my tears.