Everything has come to an end

Everything has come to an end... Well bascially i like this 2 sentences which i think is so meaningful : " We come into this world with nothing on our back; and we leave this world with nothing on our back" & " 靠山山会倒, 靠人人会老, 靠自己最好!"

Sat was uncle chu sa. we send him his last journey. we walk up to quite a distance. n thn proceed to mandai. My cousin n me simply juz hate the viewing hall. it really suxs. lookin at the coffin moving towards the fire place. At the begining we cousin cry quitely. simply slient. till the coffin reachin till the end sumone call out y they nv call. all cry out loudly n ask my uncle to walk slowly. we went back to chong pang my uncle shop n start sum chanting.. cousin keep throw the coin yet nv sucess. keep xiao bei. so the priest say to my uncle dun smile sit probably liao thn muz seng bei... So it sucessfully 1 head 1 flower.. We had lunch then waiting grandpa to go be4 we can go home.. we sneaked. who noes grandpa car is juz right beside us. heng he wasnt at the drivin sit.

Went back home n was so tired.. slept early that nite. N Sun went back to cousin place.. to meet coz gg to collect uncle's bone. That was my first time. both my grandma i didnt manage to go due to schlin/workin. i think is working yr 05 i nv sch at all... his bone is fragile n weak. most r black n we were due it turn black due to medication. there is abit of grn = he is kind hearted. My mum side of my grandmother's bone was in rainbow. also kindhearted too. As for my father side de grandma. soso. At mandai, we were laughin n talkin rubbish around. Everyone recovers. Only my aunt cried when she see her husband bones. My cousin r strong. N actually is gd for my uncle though. If he still contud to drag, it will led him to kidney failure tats worst. N he actually passed away when slpin. So not in a pain. juz tat he nv eat for more thn 10 days. Heard frm my mum uncle still dunnoe he die untill the 7th dae. tats werid huh...

At the wake, i busy folding incense paper.. n demandin everyone who i know to fold too.. except for the elders la.. old asked my 3rd n 4th uncle to fold. Is only abt 2 days we gt 33 big trash bags. while the other time my grandma gt 50 over bags. there is so much different between my uncles n my grandma. even grandpa sae uncle's funeral is more 有面子(in hokkien is seh bing) thn my grandma. Coz lots of blanket frm alot of company. even 千湖also send blanket. However nt becoz my uncle is a businessman. is My grandpa he himself dun wan ppe to noe abt my grandmother funeral. Dun wan pple to send blanket n flower. even they send blank also nv hang. not like my uncle ones, too much liao till no place to put.. all cousin are scare of hangin blanket. ended up tying bamboos together. using 6 bamboos to hang. 30 over blankets i suppose.

After praying for unlce on sun we went to grandma. they r actually at the same block E. grandma at lvl 1 whereby uncle at lvl 3. After that we went back n we had luch at chong pang coffee shop 2 tables. order zhi ca. After eating went back home change clothes n took taxi down to near boon keng there. where my mums side my grandfather bdae. n he is at old folks home. n i nv visit him at all till sun.. when i call him he dun seem to see me so ask my aunt n they sae he cant see properly due to there is a layer of mo blockin.. haiz.. thn sang bdae song to him to. thn we head over to the nearby hawker centre to eat chi ca. OMG eat again. during the wake we actually nv eat. n sundae eat 2 times. full like dunnoe wad.

Mondae went back to work n is so restless. tue too. Anyway my sis is back frm dubai due to sgp lack of stuff.. dun think she is returnin. So everything is back to orgrinal life . tml still hav driving, haiz no confident at all. at least eunice manage to pass liao. as for me. as long as pass can liao ahaha.. but depend hw many time i need to take only sob~. sure fail de lor haiz... Went into the circuit n i didnt stop when there is a stop sign. n engine keep stall when im in the circuit so demoralizin... tml again...

Anyway planning march time to go to taiwan.. muahaha if really works like tat.. haha i think i need save a bomb first. so i can shop like a princess there. Anyway tats still long.. mon sch starting liao haven buy books.. So i suppose meet thurs to buy books. but time to be confirm.